It started as a blog she kept the first 2 years after the sudden loss of her partner. His death was her first experience with loss. This book has every real and raw emotion, most of it written through tears and in her dark flat.

Death is part of everyday life and we have become so desensitised to it. We take for granted what people must be going through. ‘Ag, just get over it, is an often spoken phrase without considering the effect. She decided to share her story so that someone might read it and realize that what they are feeling is normal. So that someone dealing with loss can see that they are not alone. She hopes that someone in that rawest space of grief can see that it will be ok again in the end.